Fear In The Rain (Violet Door) is the lead single from Precious Child’s new full length album “heart.gif”, out in 2020. The new album could be considered a “soft metal” or a “hard pop” album. Embracing songwriting standards, it is not experimental. Unlike prior albums, it is less explicitly existential and is personal and anecdote based, containing stories from my exceptionally strange life. In the album and this song I share how I’m a real person.
The song is a true story about the dizzying conjoined fear and love of my first relationship. Because of mania, control, depression and codependency it was ultimately alienating. I needed love but only possessed fear. The title of the song is a tribute to the recently deceased Rutger Hauer’s incredible monologue “Tears in Rain” from the 1979 movie Blade Runner.
The video was shot in White Sands, NM with progressive director Jordan Rennert (She Makes Comics, Cosplay Universe etc). Against the panorama of disturbing psychedelia in my prior music videos, It’s the weirdest Precious Child music video yet; it’s actually SFW.
The song is a true story about the dizzying conjoined fear and love of my first relationship. Because of mania, control, depression and codependency it was ultimately alienating. I needed love but only possessed fear. The title of the song is a tribute to the recently deceased Rutger Hauer’s incredible monologue “Tears in Rain” from the 1979 movie Blade Runner.
The video was shot in White Sands, NM with progressive director Jordan Rennert (She Makes Comics, Cosplay Universe etc). Against the panorama of disturbing psychedelia in my prior music videos, It’s the weirdest Precious Child music video yet; it’s actually SFW.